Cringe

Watch them sashay hand in hand
Eyes dilate then constrict
Happy lovers you can't stand
Convinced there is nothing to want
Heart clenches and unclenches
As theirs beat as one

Maybe someday you will be loved
The way that you are
Maybe someday you will love
The way you once loved

Forgiveness comes without forgetfulness
Thrust aside by trust's wrath
Nothing left but wariness
Innate tendencies for betrayal
Left you drowning underwater
Without chances of survival

Stare hard with eyes unfeeling
Pulsating sorrow overcomes you
They dance on, unknowing
Whisper love songs through their minds
Electrified hearts connecting
You never heeded the signs

Maybe someday he will come back
Begging for mercy
Maybe someday you will learn
Break this guarded heart

The cages of your heart
Will one day be free again
By one who will never part
He will fight your darkness
To burn you once again
The end of feigned jubilance