Regression

I wonder where you are out there
I wonder what you're thinking, in this chair
You're like a vice I can never let go of
I know I were a mere speck of dust you couldn't wait to shake off
I wonder where did I go wrong
All i can do now is write this sad song

I have learnt to come out of this shell
You've unknowingly encased me in
Just let me regress this one time,
Once more

Seems like life is all love, sacrifice and heartache
I will go with all but one headache
Knowing you would never be here again
Nor have your sweet breath on me again
I will grit my teeth and deny all claims of missing you
Because sometimes the lies are easier to make do
So comes the closure of this sad song

I go about my daily routines
But all the time replaying scenes; our scenes
Life has gone on for me as I have learnt
From the way you made me fall and left me all burnt
I wonder what I could have done;
I never foresaw this game that you'd win

I have taught myself to set free
The parts of my heart you blatantly stole
Just let me regress this one time
Once more

Maybe she will love you more than I could
Maybe someone better will love you more than she could
That, I'll never come to know