Weakened Warrior

I see myself as a three-dimensional being
With eyes wide open but not seeing
The gaps within myself require something
To fill they up and down to nothing
There is a battle I cannot fight
So is it better, then, to take flight?

Am I missing something, here in this life?
I do not know but all I do know is my strife

They say it's better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all
All I know is I've paid the highest cost
Only to have fallen the hardest fall
Is there something I can do for you?
There is nothing I wouldn't do for you

You are nothing but a square void, just stone to me
Out of reach but not quite out of mind
Was it something I said, I did, you said, you did?
It's a mystery that I'll never let be
You are something I cannot forget
And try as I might you're someone I'll never get back

So this is how it ends
So this is how it goes
In and out of my life you have flown
And it's been ages but I haven't grown
From the state you left me
Stuck in this make-believe